#3

Take heart young soul - weary though, Set pace to noble goal.
The tree of life gives forth its spice, As we search for our whole

#2

Sitting on the sideline of hard times, hoping for a sign that all will be fine.
We keep trying, blind to what binds our minds what a crime

My Inner Light

Come speak to me / Come set my mind free
To Let the shine / Out from the inside
Where life becomes mine / To love what I find
Come speak to me / Come set my mind free

Embers

At maximum velocity, we commit atrocities.
A switch thrown, a trigger pulled, a knife shown, a fuse blown.
There's no slowing the speed at which our seed will proceed
Into a world that deems our rights a mockery.

No holds barred this world is beyond barbaric.
The barbs of half-truths strangle our youth until we no longer seek proof of our own will.
Our own passions delayed, a passive mind-set conveyed,
Tragic knots of dead thoughts leaves our weakness displayed.

Until thought becomes action and our embers burn red-hot,
We cannot let a single drop of time sink into the brine of endless decline.
We must rise beyond the tides, rise beyond the lies we feed ourselves.
Lift us off the shelf, dust us off, and bid fear farewell.

More to come

I've made so much progress these past few weeks. It really feels like I'm starting to find a balance, a steady beat to tap my feet to. But it's not enough. I want so much more. I want to grow and grow and grow and grow and grow.. There's just so much of life to taste, so many mountains to conquer, and so much to learn. I want to learn it all. I'm thirsty, like a man in a desert, for the liquid of experience. Hungry beyond belief. I hunger for more. And what's truly beautiful is, I know I can get it.

"Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us..." - M. Williamson

The belief is finally there. The courage I've been seeking is seeping back into my bones, and I am beginning to feel like myself, who I'm meant to be. With that, all that is left is to set my targets and shoot for the moon. So then, here's a list of what I want to do:

• Learn:




• Art:




• 2d/3d Animation


• Web Design


• Graphic Design


• Illustration


• Character Design


• Concept Art


• Painting in water colour/acrylic/oils/etc.


• Graffiti


• Street-art


• and just about everything else




• Cognitive:




• Shifting states of mind


• Lucid dreaming


• Improving memory & retrieval


• Reading people


• True critical thinking


• Improving reaction speed


• Controlling focus


• Meditative techniques


• Speed-reading




• Physical:




• Flipping


• Free-running


• Aggressive Inline


• Snowboard tricks


• Old school dancing


• Bboying




• Writing:




• Poetry


• Short-stories


• Blogging


• Drafting a story for film/Screen writing


• Letters

In the stillness

In the stillness here I lay,
a day gone by and lost to grey.
fill one leak another sprays,
it seems my life has seeped away.

Tired broken battered bleeding,
take a breath and stop repeating,
sharpened moments turned to fleeting,
how they hurt us so.

In between the silence grasp,
a chance to let the feeling pass,
find the channel to my past,
then let the music flow.

Little notes drop from above,
let them kiss me just because,
they speak to me of naught but love,
and soothe my weary soul.

#1

Decompress my vibration, deconstruct my contemplation
Because I find, time to time, peace leads to creation